Saturday, February 22, 2003

Why I Hate To Blog

Ever wonder why I suddenly got out of the circulation? Well, here's one attempt to justify my seemingly untimely, yet utterly unimportant, hiatus.

Without going much into details, to sum it up, the last relationship in which I’ve been to turned out to be a failure. Don’t even bother ask why or how as it won’t matter now, anyway. Thanks to this guy, who was one of those very few who made me understand and see the other perspectives of the situation. ‘Til my next failure, Bro? I owe you one.

So why go on hiatus, you say? I just felt like blogging won’t help solve anything. Besides I’d rather keep everything to myself than netcast to the whole internetdom how my relationship didn’t work. I just don’t want to turn it into a circus for everyone to pry into.

The last thing that I would want to hear from other people is how things are going to be alright, because I know it won’t. So I’d rather you keep all your consoling words for next time. I appreciate it but I guess that won’t boost my morale either. What I need now, as one friend said, is to regain myself. Letting go is not easy but I guess the first step would be to try. That’s the price I pay for being stupid. Now I feel guilty.

It’s time to move on, I guess.

... a slice of bob's life.
6:07 AM

What If
Kate Winslet

Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made us change

Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the one I used to know
If I'd stayed
If I'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change

Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the one I used to know
If I'd stayed
If I'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know

If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine

'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the one I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If I'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know.

I miss you.

... a slice of bob's life.
3:08 AM

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